its getting harder every day .
sometimes , i'm so freaking tired nak jaga hati orang .
sometimes , I wanna feel how people love me just the way I love them .
sometimes , it hurts me inside , to do somethin' that i don't even know when it gonna last .
sometimes , i have to , HAVE TO smile eventhough my heart in pieces .
sometimes , i want people just loosen up and follow the flow , please ? erghhh .
sometimes , i just need my blog to make me feel better and get through one more day with the same things like yesterday . i just ' love ' the way i live my life .